Toxic

How can I still want you when i Know your toxic.

But when im not near you I cant help it.

Hearing from your sweet voice makes my heart skip a beat.

For you…

Id drop everything..

But…

would you do the same??

No..

you just leave the line to ring…

Unresponsive text messages and nights of the unknown.

Makes me question…”who you were with?” that you cant answer your phone.

I know you deal to get by…

And liking you could be my demise…

Feeling so high when Im with you I know Im addicted.

Am I not enough for you to even send A simple text message.

Ill forgive you again because in the end..

We are only just friends.

But..

boy you really got a hold on me..

And right now its hard to control these feelings.

This is written about a sort of toxic love.. When you like someone a lot and they are like back and forth some times they are available and other days they ignore you for days straight. But at the end of the day it is what it is. I love being challenged by your love it makes for great content… I love sharing my true raw emotions with this community. Thank you all for your SUPPORT.

VIBES

THE WAY WE VIBE MAKES ME FEEL LIKE IM FLOATING ON CLOUD NINE.

THE WAY YOUR LIPS KISS MINES..

MAKE ME FEEL LIKE THERE IS NO TIME..

THE WAY MY BREATH ON YOUR HAND

MAKES YOU FEEL LIKE YOURE THE MAN’

THE WAY YOU LAUGH AND SMILE

MAKES ME WANT TO STAY A WHILE.

THE WAY YOU HOLD ME SHOWS ME…

YOU’RE THE ONE FOR ME…..

My love for you don’t changeđŸ¦‹

BMW

I see you in your new ride…looking sexy and smelling Fine.

Had my eyes on you…you make me feel like there is no time.

you are in my head.. i cant think straight..

I love your thuggish ways… u make me stay in my lane.

So fine…..he blew my mind…đŸ¦‹đŸ¤“

Days

Babe…

you take up too much space in my brain.

Wish I could touch you and hug you all day…

Everyday I think of you and crave your taste…

The love you give wont ever b replaced..

Hoping that you feel the same

When you see me and don’t want it to ever change.

Written for a man that takes up space in my mind all day

Mad

I cant stand it when your mad

My whole day feels sad.

If you’d just pick up or respond

All the stress and anxiety will be long gone

But when you get mad it could last all day

With me..

Talking to my self cause youve got nuthn to say

But that doesn’t change the love i have for you.

Or the fact that I still want to be with you.

Addicted

I am addicted to you like Nicotine

Like I crave you and your body next to me.

Waiting on your next call…for that hit of Dopamine.

Just like an alcoholic needs their next drink.

I cant seem to get you out of my head..even though I know i shouldn’t be.

Patiently waiting for my next hit. To come and release me from my misery..

Spiraling down and down thinking what’s become of me.

Knowing all along..Im addicted to your love just like a druggee..

Turn

You had your turn..

Now the times must burn

Taking me serious

Why am I so curious?

Is it cause we make plans then no reply

Or could it be the way i looked at you with my Eyes

Either way i tried…to be what you wanted..

You end up playing me every so often

At least it feels like..

And I don’t want to stick around and try.

I can’t relate to the things you doo.

Staying around dont worry I wont wait for you.

Down

I want to be down with u for one more night..

You slowly squeezing in between these brown thighs…

Even tho its not right… I know what im feeling inside ..

Lusting for you… Oh..baby just one more night…

Your kisses on my neck makes my river flow..

Baby baby….. Feeling your body so close…

I don’t have a title yet…im just going to free write like i always do… But this is gunna be written about a guy of course that i felt a strong connection with. But he is caught up in a different life style than me… I seen his soul but hes just too caught up in this reality that it would be dangerous and Id end up sad and lonely from his actions. But I miss the dude and wish nothing but good for him and his future.

I felt attraction and love with every touch and hug.

Inside is a human that i could have really loved.

Those nights id pick you up came and went so fast…

I was hoping that our connection would just last…

But the lifestyle youre living only leads to 2 places…

And i couldn’t go a day without seeing your sweet face

I see you for all the good…I just wished you wanted Better.

Then I would be by your side still..Wed still be together..

I cared for you more than you cared for your self.

You just forgot about me and left me full of doubt..

I understand now I dont fit into your life..

I want you to know you will always hold a special place in my LIFE..

Dedicated to my past… There is no more me and you but Im truly honored to have met you… You’re amazing to me and always been.

Ending love….

I don’t have a title yet…im just going to free write like i always do… But this is gunna be written about a guy of course that i felt a strong connection with. But he is caught up in a different life style than me… I seen his soul but hes just too caught up in this reality that it would be dangerous and Id end up sad and lonely from his actions. But I miss the dude and wish nothing but good for him and his future.

I felt attraction and love with every touch and hug.

Inside is a human that i could have really loved.

Those nights id pick you up came and went so fast…

I was hoping that our connection would just last…

But the lifestyle youre living only leads to 2 places…

And i couldn’t go a day without seeing your sweet face

I see you for all the good…I just wished you wanted Better.

Then I would be by your side still..Wed be together..

I cared for you more than you cared for your self.

You just forgot about me and left me full of doubt..

I understand now I dont fit into your life..

I want you to know you will always hold a special place in my LIFE..

Dedicated to my past… There is no more me and you but Im truly honored to have met you… You’re amazing to me and always been.

All day

Seeing your face in my mind all day..

Youre some one I cant let go…I have so much to say…

To you..

But would you…

Understand me If I told you my heart was Blue..

Feeling the way I do for you… I know what i have to do..

Wishing it could be just us 2…

No Mas

Great way to start the year ending something I had feared.

But realized it wasn’t worth my tears.

No mas treating me like you did even if it was 1 day.

You didn’t do your part so sadly I can not stay.

Showing me who you really are… Now i must move on.

The energy and the vibes are off and they are finally gone.

Inspired by true events..Great start to a new Year getting rid of the people and energy that do not serve me.

Cant

Cant do this with you

You got caught

Now the vibes aint what they used to…

You hanging out with her then me

Now…Im not gunna allow you the opportunity…

I felt it in my soul the shadiness

Now its time to say good bye to THIS…

Near

To feel you near..

I love the tattoo tear

On your face…

Push my head down to your waist..

My eyes begin to water

The moans get louder

Been wanting you since we met..

The first day i wont forget..

Stay by my side..

Stay close and ride…

Me and you bonnie and clyde..

I think about you everyday and every night..

Curfew

For you id stay out past my curfew..

For you id do all the dirty things you want me to do.

For you….I’d ride…

For you…only cause your mines…

For you….Always….day or night…

Staying s3xy and true..to my Boo….

DISTRACTION

WORKING AND IM THINKING OF YOU

YOU KEEP MY MIND DISTRACTED ON WHAT WE CAN BE JUST US 2.

NO ONE ELSE BUT YOU FOR ME AND ME FOR YOU.

I WONDER IF YOUR HEART SKIPS A BEAT FOR ME TOO.

IM NOT SURE YET WHAT IS GUNNA HAPPEN BETWEEN US.

YOU GOT LOCKED UP AND NOW I MUST QUESTION YOUR TRUST

DO YOU WANT ME AND HOW MUCH DO YOU CARE?

YOURE LOVE

I DONT WANT TO GO WITHOUT FOR MY LOVE WOULD YOU DARE?

When

No hesitation when i seen your number on my phone.

Answer it real quick like… Cause its with you whom i want to b alone.

Theres no one like you…

Please tell me baby

Please tell me the truth..

This is driving me crazy

Now your busted and dont know what to do…

Youre the one i want..being obsessed with loving you…

Boo

Chilling with you vibing with you.

When you call you know i will come straight to you.

Just us 2…

Doing what we like to do

You come thru for me and i come thru for you

Each day is something new…

Flake

Boy why you flake so much???

You be busy all night and day.

When alls i want to do is feel your touch.

I have so much i want to say..

But i play it cool trying not to get in the way.

Even tho i want to kiss all on your waist.

You hit me up when its too late…

Boy i wish you wouldn’t flake…

Cute

Boy you’re cute…

If only you werent shy…

Maybe you’d be down to be my guy..

For some time

Or even under the moonlight…

I dont mind…

I can take you places you have never been….

Some where i can make your head spin..

If only you werent too shy…

To let me taste you… I promise i wont bite…

Until then i guess im dreaming of you tonight…

This is about crushing on your crush

Melting

Baby you make my heart melt like a roasting marshmallow.

Wherever you go…I can’t help it but to follow.

The way your touch shoots tingles up my spine…

Im glad to be all yours finally and love that youre all mines.

I can’t wait to kiss your lips and feel your arms wrapped round me so tight.

Being away from you Baby…keeps me up at Nights.

I am yours today tomorrow and the days to come.

Youre the one i want and the one that I love.

Effortless

If anyone is in a relationship it should be as easy as breathing.

In the mornings when you wake up and when you go to bed it should feel effortless.

It should be 50 50 always.

If the person you are dating or the person you like is not inviting you or out and spending time with you then he does not want to be with you.

Dont mistake lust for love and dont allow him or her to use and take up all your energy save it for someone who is willing to reciprocate the same thing you are.

Steady

Hold my hand steady and I’ll hold yours.

Not quiet sure where this is going but I’d love to feel more.

Spending time with you comes easy. Especially when It’s just us two.

The stars shine and twinkle brighter when I am near you.

 

 

 

 

Please

Please understand that i know i have hurt you.

The lies and pain i have caused you i know there is no excuse.

But if youre gunna love me you need to love me pure and true.

I can only blame my self for so long for the pain ive put you through.

I dont want to hurt or hurt you by being with you.

We need to move forward and love eachother like new.

Understand

It seems like Im the only one who doesn’t see the dynamic of us two.

I see us in a place of love and peace…a future thats bright with you.

While you feed me excuse after excuse as to why I can’t get some of your time.

I thought we had moved on from the past…

I thought we had left the past behind.

I feel sorry for being a fool to you…

I’m just stuck on you like glue.

I hate that the only time we share is me calling at night to sleep with you.