Addicted

I am addicted to you like Nicotine

Like I crave you and your body next to me.

Waiting on your next call…for that hit of Dopamine.

Just like an alcoholic needs their next drink.

I cant seem to get you out of my head..even though I know i shouldn’t be.

Patiently waiting for my next hit. To come and release me from my misery..

Spiraling down and down thinking what’s become of me.

Knowing all along..Im addicted to your love just like a druggee..

Turn

You had your turn..

Now the times must burn

Taking me serious

Why am I so curious?

Is it cause we make plans then no reply

Or could it be the way i looked at you with my Eyes

Either way i tried…to be what you wanted..

You end up playing me every so often

At least it feels like..

And I don’t want to stick around and try.

I can’t relate to the things you doo.

Staying around dont worry I wont wait for you.

All day

Seeing your face in my mind all day..

Youre some one I cant let go…I have so much to say…

To you..

But would you…

Understand me If I told you my heart was Blue..

Feeling the way I do for you… I know what i have to do..

Wishing it could be just us 2…